Everyone has a first, great love. And you were mine. I came out to my friends and family because of you and the love I had for you. After 3.5 years, I really thought we were going to take on the world together. I can't figure out if finding out you've had a girlfriend behind my back for the past 4 months is more shocking or hurtful. I've been busting my ass lately to do everything I can to help you get a job and plan our next step of moving in together. Now you're hiding behind bisexuality as an excuse to lead two people on for your own convenience. At the end of the day, you're not happy or comfortable in your own skin and until you are, nothing will make you truly happy. Besides my amazing friends and family, that's the one thing I can lean on to get me through this. I am confident with who I am and what I want out of life; and despite it all, I hope one day you will realize what we had.